走出

从 NUS GSS graudate student survival guide 上转载的一段话：

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You are miserable, I know.

Grad school is a job, but unlike most jobs, you won't see incremental improvement, only consitent failures. You're not rewarded with pay raises, only the momentary high of the eureka moments.

You are stuck, I know.

Maybe you're stuck with a research problem, maybe you're stuck with a supervisor with personality problems. Unlike most of the jobs, you cannot change your employer, you cannot change your colleagues and you cannot change your work environment.

But, you can quit anytime.

However, if you stay, know that you're one of the few who consciously chooses to go down a tough and bumpy road. Some call it insanity, some call it faith, I call it the entreprenuer spirit. Now, all you need to do is to turn that spirit into concret.

Take charge.

Change your environment a little, change your pace a little. You need to figure out what makes you tick and find that state of mind you had when you started.

其实我不在意到底我能不能毕业，或者有多少篇论文，我只希望可以走出自身的牢笼，走出我的灵魂一直用来逃避的心防。

一直让自己的身体和精神都呆在一个舒服的境地，结果就是慢慢的慵懒而没有坚忍的能力

虽然说每天领着薪水去斗地主的生活也很爽，可以那样子就只是一个死胖子，而已-,-b